Obsess

Is what I do when I get an idea in my head.
Big or small it doesn't matter.

Right now I'm obsessed with Haiti.
More specifically the children of Haiti.

Even more specifically...
Our kids in Haiti.

I don't know them,
but I love them.

I'm not sure that you can understand that feeling
unless you have adopted.

That feeling that there is a child who belongs to you,
and you to them.

That feeling that the time is now,
and you have to do whatever it takes to find them.

Maybe you can if you are trying to get pregnant.
I don't know.

I think about them all day.
Dream about them at night.

It could be a very long process for me.